追悼
Dear Derrick,
As you know, our birthday's elased today. Your brother had a great birthday as well as myself. Although I can't hear you, I know your here, and for the first time, my phone didn't ring from you and I didn't hear you say "Happy birthday sis!" Your loss really is a day to day struggle as your brother said. With your birthday coming up, (God willing), we would like to have a candlelight vigil in your name to honor you. I still can't believe your gone. It hurts so much. I try to stay busy so that I don't have to think about it, but it does still catch up with me when I'm alone and in deep thought. I am confident that one day, we will meet again. Until then, I will keep faith and trust in God. I love you.
Love,
Kim
Dear Derrick,
Words cannot describe how much I miss you. I have truly been so depressed lately. When I heard the news, I felt like a lightening bolt went through me. For the first time in 13 years, I actually saw Honeybun mentally crumble. It kills me to know that you are gone. I still remember when you told me to come and see you in the end of May. Well, I did, but not the way I wanted to. Everyday I wake up with a hole in my heart. I am so happy that Honeybun created this memorial for everyone to remember and reflect. After your passing, I would go to your Facebook page and just cry because it still hurts. Champy has been dreaming of you as well as myself and it feels so real. I wish I can ask God to press rewind, but He knows best. I love you so much and I wish I followed my heart at 4am when my gut told me to call you. When I had the dream of speaking at your funeral the night before your passing, I felt horrible, but I rested assured because you told me you were ok. Your kids are absolutely beautiful! They look just like you! It was great to finally meet them just like we talked about in March and the kids absolutely love each other! By the way, did you hear the song Honeyun made for you? He has been working really hard to keep your name alive. I love the song! It made me burst into tears a number of times. Anyway, I pray for your safe keeping. God bless you. One love.
Love,
Kim
You are Irreplaceable can no one fill your shoes, Gone but never forgotten you will always be in my heart,mind body and soul.
It will never be the same without you, your attitude, personality you were so kool I will forever miss you. I love you Derrick R.I.P.
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